On sensitivity
Let me introduce you to two new words: Muscle memory: when you have repeated practice over time, the actions become muscle memory. That means there are things you can perform automatically and in the absence of thought. Outlet (n.): a way of expressing strong feelings My schedule has been too tight for the past few years I haven't been able to squeeze in any time to play a new piece of music. Whenever I find time to study a music sheet and be able to finally play it until the end, I find it somehow very short-lived (like after 2 weeks without practice, I am back to square one and have to pick it up all over again). Funnily, I am still capable of one or two songs , those that I learned when I was much younger. Somehow when I position my fingers, they are usually at exactly where they need to be to play the songs. I might have played it so many times it has become muscle memory. But I don't play instrument for the purpose you are thinking of (I imagine yo...